Lust of a single young female: Lust #15

Name: Ewan Mcgregor

Age: 44

Occupation: Actor

Relationship status: Married to Eve Mavrakis

Ewan Mcgregor was the first person that I ever fancied. I remember watching Moulin Rouge and falling in love with Christian and wanting him to be mine. I was 12 and I didn't know much but I knew I wanted to kiss him, properly, loads.

It would probably be an understatement to say that I became obsessed with him. I watched every film I could get my hands on, after Moulin Rouge it was an immediate jump to Trainspotting, (that is not something I recommend letting a 12 yr old see, I mean it's great but not fun. Not fun at all.) And I thought everything was brilliant, the Star Wars prequels, Stormbreaker, the man could do no wrong in my eyes.

I literally thought we were going to end up together, he starred in the theatre as Sky Masterson in Guys and Dolls, which is my favourite musical after Moulin Rouge and it was opening on the 1st of June which is my birthday. I thought it was a sign, everything was falling in to place, I mean it couldn't be a coincidence, it was fate, we were meant to be and finally he would see it too.

Alas he did not.It's hard to connect to someone who is on stage when you are sitting near the back in the dark.

Ewan really did introduce me to lots of knew feelings, my first crush and my first blind hatred. I had never disliked anyone the way I disliked Eve Mavrakis, I thought she was evil, a witch with no soul who was probably planning to kill him and take his money. Fortunately I grew up and was able to move on from that because carrying those feelings around would probably have been quite debilitating. And all she did was marry a man before I got a chance to marry him so it's not really her fault.

I just love him though,